I have too many things to say, but I don't know where to start. The beginning doesn't seem the right place because I don't know where that is.
I want some head space to work out what I want to say, to finish the things that I have started but not been able to because of feeling so tired. All my drafts end with a random word. I don't even remember where I was going with them.
I think I need a holiday or perhaps just a day sat at the beach where I can do nothing but watch the sea.