I sit and wait.
My body vibrating to the deep dull beat of my heart.
A drum pounds in my ears
My hands shake
Anxiety pumps through my veins as I start to search.
A car passes outside
Is it you? My beat quickens
I find it. I see it, the words reverberate through my mind
The curtains go up and the motion picture begins.
I am falling, I am drowning
My heart slows
One deep breath, my thumb poised
I press delete.